Jul 16, 2004 08:04
lastnight was sad again. johnny told me i can't go to visit him. his gampapa is really sick, in the hospital. totally understandable. it just sucks, i don't think i will see him until next weekend. i don't think i can hang. i don't even care, i will drive 2 hours to see him for 5 minutes. i miss him more than anyone can ever imagine. call me crazy, but he is the best most sweetest hottest funniest guy ever. i haven't ever felt this way. normally if i don't see a uy i am just like PEACE OUT. not with him though..
lastnight rivk had people over and shit<3 so much fun. everyone was asking about the boy-everyone likes him and i love it. it makes it that much better, ya know? me and deeder(can not spell) went and got JOSE and a 12er. it was for me n billy boy<3 we took so many shots. went back to the ayers household and me and iain went and got more beer. i paid for everyone because i got paid! yay. 6 days=$300 man. that's key! then me and billy get this awsome idea for me him to give me a tattoo<3 omg I GOT ONE. colin and shaun pinched me so it wouldn't hurt. and then they left and brynne satyed with me. I LOVE THAT GIRL!! i got "boston" on my underwear line. billy is finishing it today. me and him had the longest talk ever lastnight about johnny love<3 he wa slike nicole please don't hurt him, he likes you so much<3 i was stoked. i wouldn't hurt him ever. it's crazy how 2 people can be so into each other, and have been friends for so long and never know. ok done rambling i have to work<3 xoxo