Dec 16, 2005 01:18
So i was just laying in bed listening to the song thats heard in the last seasons OC season finale and i realized that nothing will ever be the same...because it made me think that we could get together over christmas break with my 6 girls and have an oc reunion party because i remembered when we all watched that last episode together and then it hit me...kate lives in michigan, we graduated high school NOTHING is ever gonna be the same...we cant just flash back to the way things use to be, kate cant just come back...its never gonna be the 24 of us again.
I go home tomorrow and im so excited but really sad at the same time because as much as i love college i miss things the way they were...i miss people being best friends, i miss it being the four of us, i miss the awkward hand holds but most of all...i miss last year...i dont do well with change and never have but im trying.
Im glad to be going home because it means being in a familiar place and it means seeing my best friend, my boyfriend, my mom, baking, weekend dates, LOTR, sleepovers, starbucks trip, yahtzee, caroling, christmas, new years, parties, car rides, singing, reuniting but most of all it means home.
Hope everyone does well on finals and has a kick ass holiday :) i love you