my pain inside

[boston_robs_hat]

my true love for u hurts me
i feel like i am being crushed by my undying feelings for u
u unknowingly have my heart in ur hands
there isnt a day when i dont think about u
i want to be with u
i want to look at u
i want to hear u
i want u to love me the way i love u
i wish u knew more than my name
i wish u could knoe how much i care for u
i would do anything for u
anything to have ur love in return
anything for just one moment by ur side
thinking about u brings me to tears
i need to tell u how i feel
i need u to understand
i need u to knoe
i need u
it kills me to have this bottled up inside
i need to tell the world about u
i need to let this out
i need help
i need u
there is a hole in me without u
knowing that that hole will never be filled kills me
knowing i can never have u kills me
knowing that u will never love me kills me
u make me shake
u make me hurt
u make me cry
i want this pain to go away
but i dont want to forget about u
u are everything to me
u are perfect to me
u make it hard to breath
hard to think
hard to live
i want to die if u will notice me then
i dream about u
i think about u
i want to talk about u
but can hardly say ur name without pain
i wish anything was possible
then there would be a chance for me
u will never see me as more than a name
u will never hear
u will never love me
and i cant handle that
i love u too much to stop thinking about u
i need u more than anything
i want u more than anything
i love u more than anything
i love u
i love u
i love u