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blowing the leftover vomit out of my nose. excellent.
speaking of, blowing and other things, i completely blew off my meeting at sheena's place yesterday in favour of perpetuating the disorder instead. and the hopefully purchased chicken and veggies sit uncooked in the refrigerator as i ate lumpy condensed broccoli soup for dinner, when i figured i'd starved myself for long enough following my 'episode' this morning.
huh. i just got a phonecall from my parents. apparently i am allowed to drop out of school. interesting. i don't feel relieved or anything. just guilty. i also still don't know what the fuck i'm doing (rather, not doing) in school.
my body is a dog named zoe. i need to take it for a walk.
speaking of, blowing and other things, i completely blew off my meeting at sheena's place yesterday in favour of perpetuating the disorder instead. and the hopefully purchased chicken and veggies sit uncooked in the refrigerator as i ate lumpy condensed broccoli soup for dinner, when i figured i'd starved myself for long enough following my 'episode' this morning.
huh. i just got a phonecall from my parents. apparently i am allowed to drop out of school. interesting. i don't feel relieved or anything. just guilty. i also still don't know what the fuck i'm doing (rather, not doing) in school.
my body is a dog named zoe. i need to take it for a walk.