Good Grief, journals make me feel old...
Wow. I just looked at some of my very first entrees to this livejournal. Wow. I really wrote about a lot of stuff. Good grief!!!! And its funny, reading these things just brings back the memories like they were yesterday. I had no idea when i wrote my first entree that i would be going to North Park. And then, a few months later, i write an entry saying i got into north park. Who would have known!!! Its crazy. Now im in an entirely different place physicaly and emotionaly. Im no longer in Ashland, Massachussetts, being homeschooled and going to Framingham state night classes. Im living, right now, in Chicago, Illinois, going to college. North Park University. Im no longer living at home, boston is no longer where i live. It was so different when i started this journal. Now look where I am.
So many things have changed, so many things have stayed the same.
But whats stayed the same? Well, for one, im still a lazy bum. I have now lost all motivation as the semester is drawing to a close. I have a huge take home bible exam im supposed to be doing RIGHT NOW, and im not. Im writing a livejournal entry. Yesss. Hopefully, but im pretty sure, my parents still love me and care for me. Im still welcome in my home, and no matter WHAT, Boston will always be the place I'll say i am from. Never Chicago, ever. Its fine to live here, and I like it, but its not my home. I miss Boston. I miss it so much. What else hasnt changed? Well, i still have my friends. The Stanleys, hahahaha, oh man, do you know what they did? They called me up and left a message on my cell phone answering machine. It went like this: "...(silence)....WE LOVE YOU DANNN!!!! From the stanelys!" It was fantastic. It made me want to cry with happiness. I love them so much. Theyre my family. All my friends from back home, goshdarnit, i have done ANYTHING but forget you. Im coming home soon. We'll soon be reunited, just how its supposed to be, just like it used to be. One more thing hasnt changed a bit. I saw an entree made on Febuary 5th. It was the night of my first date with Meghan Moody. I said i had had a very nice saturday evening, and i can remember specifically how i was feeling(It was a very nice feeling). I had no idea i would be in chicago then, and i had no idea that we would be going out for ten months as of tommorow. Its been a long time, but we havent changed. She's still fantastic, and IM still crazy about her. I guess its funny how some things just kinda stay pretty darn solid. Its comforting to think about.
Wow.
Who would have known?
I'm just glad i went 90 percent of the way. I really am.
So many things have changed, so many things have stayed the same.
But whats stayed the same? Well, for one, im still a lazy bum. I have now lost all motivation as the semester is drawing to a close. I have a huge take home bible exam im supposed to be doing RIGHT NOW, and im not. Im writing a livejournal entry. Yesss. Hopefully, but im pretty sure, my parents still love me and care for me. Im still welcome in my home, and no matter WHAT, Boston will always be the place I'll say i am from. Never Chicago, ever. Its fine to live here, and I like it, but its not my home. I miss Boston. I miss it so much. What else hasnt changed? Well, i still have my friends. The Stanleys, hahahaha, oh man, do you know what they did? They called me up and left a message on my cell phone answering machine. It went like this: "...(silence)....WE LOVE YOU DANNN!!!! From the stanelys!" It was fantastic. It made me want to cry with happiness. I love them so much. Theyre my family. All my friends from back home, goshdarnit, i have done ANYTHING but forget you. Im coming home soon. We'll soon be reunited, just how its supposed to be, just like it used to be. One more thing hasnt changed a bit. I saw an entree made on Febuary 5th. It was the night of my first date with Meghan Moody. I said i had had a very nice saturday evening, and i can remember specifically how i was feeling(It was a very nice feeling). I had no idea i would be in chicago then, and i had no idea that we would be going out for ten months as of tommorow. Its been a long time, but we havent changed. She's still fantastic, and IM still crazy about her. I guess its funny how some things just kinda stay pretty darn solid. Its comforting to think about.
Wow.
Who would have known?
I'm just glad i went 90 percent of the way. I really am.