Okay. Ron and I argued. He spent the night in the greenhouses. I woke up to find him shouting at everyone and had shouted in his diary that we had broken up. Then he tried to commit suicide.
Basically, I can't be friends with either of you anymore.
Because Harry, I have messed up. I have driven Ron to the point of trying to commit suicide. All I manage to do with you two these days is argue. So there is no point in me continuing to interact and make your lives more miserable.
The sitation is especially bad with Ron, I simply cannot ruin his life anymore. I have to cease my friendship with him. Which puts you in awkward position. You could not be friends with both of us; it is not practical. I know if you had to choose, you would choose Ron, and I also know you would not like breaking the news to me. So I am making it easy for you. I shall stay out of both your lives.
Do not argue Harry. I am saving us all a lot of heartache, which I am sure would be to come if I continued this.
Hermione.. If Ron was really trying to kill himself, there had to've been something other than just problems with you that made him do it.
We always have problems and we always work through them and I can't believe you're willing to just give up. I'd never choose between you two, at the very worst I'd just leave you alone to sort out your own problems. Nevermind the fact that I don't really feel like being around anyone right now.
I am not willing to "just give up" Harry, can't you see this is for the best?
Why do you not feel like being around anyone? Is it because of Anya? I cannot believe you cheated on her. And with him.
We went through this yesterday, Harry. We are drifting apart; there is no denying that. Why don't we let things take their natural course and then it will be easy for me to no longer be part of your lives.
That is what I thought but surely I must have been the final straw?
You wouldn't. Don't you see? There is no way that you could be such good friends with both of us. By me taking a step back you get to keep Ron. And strengthen your friendship.
Do you not think it was just some desperate plea for attention?
Don't be ridiculous. You are everything without me. All I do is create tension and arguements. And don't you dare think that this is easy for me, because it bloody well isn't. I am just trying to do what will be best for the future.
Aren't there better ways of getting attention??? Than offing yourself?? How much good is attention going to do you when you're dead?
It's not always you, Hermione. And I still don't see how it would be better!
...I'll just have to talk to both of you while you two play the silent game. It's all right. The Dursley's use it on me enough, I can deal with it until you two make up.
Harry, I do not think he ever actually thought of killing himself. I think he just wanted to attempt it. Heaven only knows, he advertised it enough of people's journals.
It would be better, Harry, because it would cut out all the arguing that goes on. It would stop you having to go between me and Ron.
This isn't like before. This is serious. We have not fallen out oover something ridiculous and petty. It is not that I am cross with him and that is why I am not talking to him. It is a better idea for me to just stay away from him. Forever.
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Basically, I can't be friends with either of you anymore.
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Where is he now?
How could you say something like that?
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Say what?
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That you can't be friends with us?
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The sitation is especially bad with Ron, I simply cannot ruin his life anymore. I have to cease my friendship with him. Which puts you in awkward position. You could not be friends with both of us; it is not practical. I know if you had to choose, you would choose Ron, and I also know you would not like breaking the news to me. So I am making it easy for you. I shall stay out of both your lives.
Do not argue Harry. I am saving us all a lot of heartache, which I am sure would be to come if I continued this.
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We always have problems and we always work through them and I can't believe you're willing to just give up. I'd never choose between you two, at the very worst I'd just leave you alone to sort out your own problems. Nevermind the fact that I don't really feel like being around anyone right now.
I still can't believe you're suggesting this.
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I am not willing to "just give up" Harry, can't you see this is for the best?
Why do you not feel like being around anyone? Is it because of Anya? I cannot believe you cheated on her. And with him.
We went through this yesterday, Harry. We are drifting apart; there is no denying that. Why don't we let things take their natural course and then it will be easy for me to no longer be part of your lives.
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How could losing the only two people I have left be for the best?
Thanks Hermione. That helps a lot. I don't want to talk about what happened with Anya, if that's okay with you.
Hermione. Don't leave me.
Please...?
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You wouldn't. Don't you see? There is no way that you could be such good friends with both of us. By me taking a step back you get to keep Ron. And strengthen your friendship.
Fine, don't talk about it.
What shall I do then Harry?
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We're nothing without you though, Hermione. I don't even know.. Am I that easy to give up as a friend?
Fine.
The same thing we always do, I guess, if you two can't just make up.
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Don't be ridiculous. You are everything without me. All I do is create tension and arguements. And don't you dare think that this is easy for me, because it bloody well isn't. I am just trying to do what will be best for the future.
What is that?
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It's not always you, Hermione. And I still don't see how it would be better!
...I'll just have to talk to both of you while you two play the silent game. It's all right. The Dursley's use it on me enough, I can deal with it until you two make up.
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It would be better, Harry, because it would cut out all the arguing that goes on. It would stop you having to go between me and Ron.
This isn't like before. This is serious. We have not fallen out oover something ridiculous and petty. It is not that I am cross with him and that is why I am not talking to him. It is a better idea for me to just stay away from him. Forever.
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