dead again

[bosstyn]

suicide. it really is an awful/great thing.
we have all thought about it.
considered what we would do.
guns.
hanging.
insulin.
its all so easy, and dramatic.
final high school crying arm swing.

awful and wondering to reflect.
on the other side.

what happened.
what were the last moments like.
giddy with finality?
freedom?
fucked the fork and said spoon?

we all wonder.
how was it?