berries
dont tie into the post about Justin. it was a bad place.
a bad time.
i dropped anchor where i though i had purchase.
maybe a bit ironically short sighted, but like i said.......bad place bad time.
on a lighter note, i love seeing the progression. the all out refrain, then wondering, the remorse, then back to refrain in reading old posts.
one thing i can never take back eh?
life lessons come in funny forms i guess.
still think about it. you.
met someone today, a new nurse, with a kid named huckleberry.
i almost lost it.
no tears for the lost time, memories, or fruit.
just left stammering.
the idea of a perfect thing lost, for so many dumb reasons.
and of course, huck him(her)self.
miss you.
miss the kids we could have had with fucked up "pick on me please" names.
i guess most of all, miss good, solid, company.
nobody else fits.
i mean that.
- boy
a bad time.
i dropped anchor where i though i had purchase.
maybe a bit ironically short sighted, but like i said.......bad place bad time.
on a lighter note, i love seeing the progression. the all out refrain, then wondering, the remorse, then back to refrain in reading old posts.
one thing i can never take back eh?
life lessons come in funny forms i guess.
still think about it. you.
met someone today, a new nurse, with a kid named huckleberry.
i almost lost it.
no tears for the lost time, memories, or fruit.
just left stammering.
the idea of a perfect thing lost, for so many dumb reasons.
and of course, huck him(her)self.
miss you.
miss the kids we could have had with fucked up "pick on me please" names.
i guess most of all, miss good, solid, company.
nobody else fits.
i mean that.
- boy