Feb 28, 2008 04:48
I sometimes wonder whether or not I really live in real world. obviously, everything I see, everything I do is real unless I get high and hallucinate. Do I really live in real world, though?
I play Winning11 instead of playing real soccer. I play Starcraft instead of playing guitar. I watch TV instead of reading books. I watch porno instead of dating girls. Those things that I do are very easy to do. They don't take time or money or anything whereas other things such as reading books or dating girls take time, money and a lot of effort. New technology makes people lazy and stupid. I am not saying that it's always bad but I feel like I am getting kind of a robot and belonging to a fake world.
I want to keep myself awake. I want to be a person who has a strong will power, who can choose what to do, who can change bad parts of himself.
I don't want to be a king or a knight or anything in a fake world. I'd rather be a weird philosopher in real world.