Dec 11, 2007 02:58
again, I stay up very late. I am tired but can't sleep. I guess it's because I am very stressed out.
Hatred begets hatred.
It's hard not to hate someone who I hate. haha sounds like nonsense...
I hate this feeling. I hate to hate feeling this way. is it an infinite regression? hahah
I've decided to keep silence. I think that's the best way of getting away with hatred.
I'll just listen to what they say and accept the situations. and I won't say anything even if I want to say.
I just want to live in peace. I don't need big money. I don't need many people around me. I don't need fansy food or clothes.
All I need is a cigaratte in my hand and peace in my mind.
no fights, no pains, no conflicts
I'll try to shut my mouth and keep the silence.