Life is changing
Car things are decent. Mazda did great at Waterford hills. Small leaks still, but I think I know whats up now. Found a few looser oil pan bolts. I might try to work on it more this week.
Gig at the shop headlining for the lords of october show went well. I still need to work on skill things. But not all bad. Had a good time with on stage thing, and I don't think I am doing bad enough for people to really notice.
Talking to my dad now. It seems like when he wants to talk to me its to complain to me about something. Really makes me not want to contact him. Hes always been like that, not sure when his angle is. I think its the only way he knows to communicate with people. Might not be capable of like, a positive relationship. I accidentally had a box of brake rotors shipped to his house and he wants to like, open it for some reason. He is telling me things hes already told me, asking me questions i've already answered. Refers to the dog as it. Seems unable to be empathetic. Call didnt go well
Started talking to a girl. Seems friendly, and is sharp. Its nice to feel wanted again. Hopefully things work out.
Gig at the shop headlining for the lords of october show went well. I still need to work on skill things. But not all bad. Had a good time with on stage thing, and I don't think I am doing bad enough for people to really notice.
Talking to my dad now. It seems like when he wants to talk to me its to complain to me about something. Really makes me not want to contact him. Hes always been like that, not sure when his angle is. I think its the only way he knows to communicate with people. Might not be capable of like, a positive relationship. I accidentally had a box of brake rotors shipped to his house and he wants to like, open it for some reason. He is telling me things hes already told me, asking me questions i've already answered. Refers to the dog as it. Seems unable to be empathetic. Call didnt go well
Started talking to a girl. Seems friendly, and is sharp. Its nice to feel wanted again. Hopefully things work out.