SCARED!!!!!
i'm scared.
seriously scared!
this girl that's in my unit, who has, can we say, got around the post a bit, has befriended me. which i don't care. but when some one is so serious about being my friend that they are re-enlisting in the army to follow me to my next duty station and hope to go to iraq with me in this next unit i am going to kinda freaks me out. but that's just half of it.... what scares me is she asked if in five years if i'm single and she's single, than we need to get married. idk... marriage? everyone around me is either having a kid, getting married or both. and yet i'm striving to get AS FAR AWAY from that. i don't want to grow up. That's another reason why i joined the military. i can escape any of that marriage shit and have a decent excuse of why i don't have a consistant girlfriend. because i'm in the army. sounds fair, right? idk. i just can't stand the stress girls put on guys. but this chic... who's a tomboy, with a sexy spin on it (she is very sexy) has definately caught my eye more than once. but i have taken the words of some Senior NCO's in my BN to heart. females in the military are to be looked as if they are your sister or cousin. Could i marry this girl? NO. Could i imagine myself with anything more than just a friendship? sometimes i'll fanasize, but that's just that... a fantasy. NOTHING REAL. NO NO NO NO NO.
seriously scared!
this girl that's in my unit, who has, can we say, got around the post a bit, has befriended me. which i don't care. but when some one is so serious about being my friend that they are re-enlisting in the army to follow me to my next duty station and hope to go to iraq with me in this next unit i am going to kinda freaks me out. but that's just half of it.... what scares me is she asked if in five years if i'm single and she's single, than we need to get married. idk... marriage? everyone around me is either having a kid, getting married or both. and yet i'm striving to get AS FAR AWAY from that. i don't want to grow up. That's another reason why i joined the military. i can escape any of that marriage shit and have a decent excuse of why i don't have a consistant girlfriend. because i'm in the army. sounds fair, right? idk. i just can't stand the stress girls put on guys. but this chic... who's a tomboy, with a sexy spin on it (she is very sexy) has definately caught my eye more than once. but i have taken the words of some Senior NCO's in my BN to heart. females in the military are to be looked as if they are your sister or cousin. Could i marry this girl? NO. Could i imagine myself with anything more than just a friendship? sometimes i'll fanasize, but that's just that... a fantasy. NOTHING REAL. NO NO NO NO NO.