Girls.... Can't live with them, can't live without them!

[bosoxpat]

Every girl i know claims guys don't listen. Ever thought maybe some females just don't listen either? Shayna sent me this stupid message asking about Amsterdam and wanted to know how it went. She also asked about me calling her, and that i've not talked to her in a while. I responded to her in an email that simply said fuck off that i don't want to talk and if she has anything important to talk about, to call me. She didn't like it. I called her the other day to make sure she understood the email. she obviously did because she wasn't happy. She just doesn't get it. She hurt me. She really did. I did love her. Now the only feeling is hate. She is blind. I told her her many times that i don't want to be friends. now she finally gets it. I just want my shit back and to move on. She sees things different. She said in one phone call that we have such great history that we have to be friends. if we had such great history, why did we break up? oh wait.... blame the guy. Every girl does that. IT'S NEVER her fault, just the guys. well i say fuck her and fuck that! thank god i'm on a military installation in germany. she can't do shit. All she can do is just piss. and you know what... LET HER PISS!

Other than that, i'm having a great time in germany. obviously there is still diseases in germany (mainly shayna)