What an ex gf can do...
So in the army, it is illegal to recieve or send chain letters. Shay decided to be funny and send one. so i bitched her out in an email. she says like four words and they're out of hate. oh well, isn't all ex lovers like that? well, the next day, the nco in charge of computers (S-6) and security on the computers reports that i recieved on while on a goverment computer. So that gets passed up to my Platoon Sgt. So My Platoon Sgt decides to give me a article 15. Pretty much it's the military's way of giving you a suspension. there are three types... Summorized.. which is just a slap on the rist. Company grade... which is a reduction in rank along with a pay loss... And Field grade... which is when you lose all rank and a shitload of money. all three have you on restrictions and on extra duty, which is cleaning up and shoveling and buffing and stupid shit like that. I got a summoroized due to shayna's actions. and all she has to say is, well.... what the fuck? I honestly did love her once in my life. She decides to toss whatever relationship, friendship or other aside. I honestly would like to be friends, but she just brushes me aside, than will all of a sudden act as if we are friends. if she really wants to be friends she would care about stuff in my life. but she doesn't. she's yet to even listen to anything that goes on in my life. all she does is bitch to me about this or brag about that. nothing really friendly. I invited her to visit for a chance to see where i live. i saved money up so that i'd be able to pay for alot of the shit i'd bring her too because i know she's broke. she tosses me aside like i'm a piece of shit. What the fuck did i ever do to diserve this shit? All i did was try. I give the fuck up on all females. Friends or lovers. FUCK IT! I'll stay lonely in germany and enjoy it. That's one thing for sure, the Army has enough work to keep me busy. OH that's the other thing. I was told that because i work so much, i am unable to be friends or anything with her because i'm unable to be there for her when she needs me the most. I'm sorry but when you're turning 20, you should start learning how to take care of your own self, and secondly, i try to be there for her. she's YET been there for me. I'll give her that she tried recently. giving me a twenty dollar check so i can fix my computer to finish my school thing i'm doing online. but i kinda needed around 100. which is only 1/3 what she already owes me. And when i'm on the way to the bank to cash it, she says don't because it'll fuck her bank account all up. DAMN! that's the last time i'll fall back on someone for help. i always get fucked when i do. gosh. And what is worse is... she doesn't give a shit what i do. i could probibly go to iraq or iran (which probibly will happen) and it wouldn't phase her. IF SHE IS GOING TO FUCKING FORGET ME OR TOSS ME OUT OF HER LIFE, THAN FUCKING DO IT!!! don't fucking have me hanging in limbo. GOD DAMN!