long time...

[boshzine]

okay so the last time i wrote was about a week before leaving for the big P... i went and had a BLAST! for what short time i was there... i spent most of my time with my parents since the last weekend i was there was for marie's b-day so i didnt really see them...however, i did go to schlitterbahn with the tikigoddess herself and the sex kitten... i got sunburned bad... now, a week later i'm peeling... i didnt see any of the rest of the crew :( ... which saddens me... well i did see amber and her sweet ass hair doo... its sex... hehe... but i missed my jackie-poo and matty and my stephalephagus... sorry, i couldnt come over... i SO crashed.. i'm like an old person now.... marie and i did however go to Kirby Lane... i had some kick ass cheap pancakes... i didnt go to Metro however, which kind of saddens me a bit... that place is like my haven... so then i left tues bright and early... to make the 4hr drive to commerce... the town where the population=undergrad enrollment :D ... i took my fitness exam and passed... i've been teaching for 2weeks now.. its awesome... i'm having so much fun!!!... its SO tiring... oh, i almost forgot on my drive back I had to stop like a million times to rest cause i kept getting sleepy I swear i called devin like a trillion times and my mom.. haha... so i'm getting ready to pack up to leave the Metroplex and go to Podunk... i like Podunk though... it reminds me of home and even more so since home is slowly disappearing... def. a gardenstate moment when zach braff says there's a moment in life when you start to feel like a stranger in a place you used to call home... i've reached that point... so i'm just gonna linger until i find my new home, it wont be for a while... but i'm ready for when its ready to find me... haha... anyhow, devin has this austrailian shepard... i SOOOOOOOOO want puppy... i have no place for puppy though :( ... which, breaks my itty bitty heart.. and neither of my parents have room for him... i just hope dad chooses to keep him instead of sell him... cause i love him so much... oh.. FyI... i left my phone in denison wont have it back until friday night.. opps... i know the tikigoddess has tried to call (she was prob. drunk) ;) .... so the weekend is here... yeah buddy... work filled and time with devin... shocker... i really like spending time with him... it makes me feel safe... especially after the recent attacks at my complex... damn ghetto dallas folks... plus, we get to be nerdy watching movies and singing to music... its fun... we have the 2nd disc of godfather2 to finish... woot woot... i got paid today (thursday) and already i only have 16 bucks until next thurs. and i still need to fill up my car with gas... typical... i'm so used to being broke by now its like a habit... hahaha.. or maybe its just called being a 20yr old college student... fuck me... so i've been pondering the future lately which kind of scares me... i'm not so sure i'm ready to graduate college... i have no real idea of what i want to do... i'm kinda liking my "blanket" right now... i'm really scared about devin graduating in the next year cause that puts us in a weird position... and i dont like being unsure about things... i like things the way they are now... i'm content... i'm happy... and i havent been this happy since i was like a soph in high school... but thats enough emoness for now... good night...... badababdabbdabdbabadbabdbabdabdbabdabbdabbabdbadda.....

"that's all folks!"