I promised an update...
"Oh simple thing where have you gone..."
I'm getting better - physically I mean. Skin hurts less and hair is growing back. Stupid pool. It's interesting though how some of these people I work with seem to be something to aspire to. They are for the most part, people I don't think I would like under other circumstances, but seeing them regularly, I've begun to truly like them. One who will go unnamed is really really sexy. Let me clarify: she exudes sexuality... did that work? I mean yes I am physically attracted to her, but the way she talks and acts is just really really... sensual. Just a thought. I don't know what kind of relationships I might form with these people, but they're really entertaining, and probably my source of debauchery/drug use for the summer, however sparing that will be. The Action Buddies are more fun sober... mostly...
Sarah's boyfriend Will came up from Virginia to visit her this week, which I really enjoy. He's a great guy and I feel that he's really great for her, which is the most important thing. Sarah was always my Winnie Cooper, and I feel like now we're closer than we ever really were, like at the end of the show where Kevin Arnold is talking about how everybody turned out. So it's warming to see her with somebody like Will, who I can tell already from speaking with him that he treats her right and will continue to.
Continuity can be tough for me. I have so many people in my phonebook/facebook that I haven't spoken to since the end of the semester and I don't really like that. I'm not much for AIM and all that, but if I'm away, I'm probably just there and not feeling like having seven conversations going on at the same time. Even the ones that live close by like Emily and Amanda, or even Julie for chrissakes! People have been visiting NYC and I haven't known about it and while I'm sure they would've called me if they really wanted to, I can't help but feel like I wish the bonds I formed, I was better at keeping up. Brendon came down to Jersey (but not necessarily NYC like Laura did) to visit Amanda recently, which I learned via away message (no I'm not a stalker :-P), and if there are people from UMass I really want to see, there are two of the top ones right there. So I feel bad, but I'm not really sure what I want to do about it. Between Butterfield and Open Air I really had/have a family... that I for some reason don't bother to call or write to. What's it gonna take for me to get this thing right?
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was dissapointing. I still haven't read/watched any Harry Potter... at all. Thursday will be a great day. I'll tell you why tomorrow.
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I'm getting better - physically I mean. Skin hurts less and hair is growing back. Stupid pool. It's interesting though how some of these people I work with seem to be something to aspire to. They are for the most part, people I don't think I would like under other circumstances, but seeing them regularly, I've begun to truly like them. One who will go unnamed is really really sexy. Let me clarify: she exudes sexuality... did that work? I mean yes I am physically attracted to her, but the way she talks and acts is just really really... sensual. Just a thought. I don't know what kind of relationships I might form with these people, but they're really entertaining, and probably my source of debauchery/drug use for the summer, however sparing that will be. The Action Buddies are more fun sober... mostly...
Sarah's boyfriend Will came up from Virginia to visit her this week, which I really enjoy. He's a great guy and I feel that he's really great for her, which is the most important thing. Sarah was always my Winnie Cooper, and I feel like now we're closer than we ever really were, like at the end of the show where Kevin Arnold is talking about how everybody turned out. So it's warming to see her with somebody like Will, who I can tell already from speaking with him that he treats her right and will continue to.
Continuity can be tough for me. I have so many people in my phonebook/facebook that I haven't spoken to since the end of the semester and I don't really like that. I'm not much for AIM and all that, but if I'm away, I'm probably just there and not feeling like having seven conversations going on at the same time. Even the ones that live close by like Emily and Amanda, or even Julie for chrissakes! People have been visiting NYC and I haven't known about it and while I'm sure they would've called me if they really wanted to, I can't help but feel like I wish the bonds I formed, I was better at keeping up. Brendon came down to Jersey (but not necessarily NYC like Laura did) to visit Amanda recently, which I learned via away message (no I'm not a stalker :-P), and if there are people from UMass I really want to see, there are two of the top ones right there. So I feel bad, but I'm not really sure what I want to do about it. Between Butterfield and Open Air I really had/have a family... that I for some reason don't bother to call or write to. What's it gonna take for me to get this thing right?
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was dissapointing. I still haven't read/watched any Harry Potter... at all. Thursday will be a great day. I'll tell you why tomorrow.
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