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Last night I was planning on going into work early today to do some relaxed catching up but ya know I woke up this morning, opened my eyes, and instantly said "It's Friday. Screw it!"
I'm so looking forward to the weekend. I've been ansty to do something adrenaline junkie-ish. It's been soooo long. It's funny how draining pieces of your life can be. Now that the eye surgery has gifted me back with some vision I lost I'm finally getting a better grasp on just how much the vision loss had dragged down my spirit. And now that a little of that is relieved it has freed up some of my inner resources and now I'm finding a little of the old Rush returning. I'm feeling the adrenaline junkie urges. I'm drawn to maybe do a bit of video work. I've become ready to return to be all consumed by doing work I love. I think that the severity of my vision loss had simply pulled too much on me emotionally and mentally dealing with it taxed other parts of me. And even if it turns out to only be temporary I've been freed a bit now, a reprieve, and now there is space for things that were tucked away during that hard time. It's an incredibly strange and familiar feeling all at the same time. It's been so long since the old Rush got a chance be number one it's kinda strange, but I can't help but grin at having that person I loved being back.
Okay, enough reality huh?
I can't believe I'm about to say this. But I've been having the urge to write CSI fan fic. I know I know I have tons of open TW fic. So I am resisting the urge. But with the departure of TW my second fave show has stepped up to plate apparently. A bit of Nick angst? A little Warrick/Nick friendship? A little Gil/Nick interaction? It's tugging at me. My logical side says resist and finish what you started, but the CSI fangirl and Nick lover side keep whispering "do it! do it!". Why do I get the feeling I'll end up doing it? I suppose a fangirl can't be easily denied.
Speaking of fic, Kim I got your email and I will get back to you as soon as I can. But "figured out a way"?? I thought we already did. I'm so confused.
Well I'm off to pick up my new glasses and then off to work into the night. I'm crossing my fingers on the glasses. They MIGHT eliminate or greatly reduce the need for one the visual aids I use. And that would just be so sweet!!!!!
I'm so looking forward to the weekend. I've been ansty to do something adrenaline junkie-ish. It's been soooo long. It's funny how draining pieces of your life can be. Now that the eye surgery has gifted me back with some vision I lost I'm finally getting a better grasp on just how much the vision loss had dragged down my spirit. And now that a little of that is relieved it has freed up some of my inner resources and now I'm finding a little of the old Rush returning. I'm feeling the adrenaline junkie urges. I'm drawn to maybe do a bit of video work. I've become ready to return to be all consumed by doing work I love. I think that the severity of my vision loss had simply pulled too much on me emotionally and mentally dealing with it taxed other parts of me. And even if it turns out to only be temporary I've been freed a bit now, a reprieve, and now there is space for things that were tucked away during that hard time. It's an incredibly strange and familiar feeling all at the same time. It's been so long since the old Rush got a chance be number one it's kinda strange, but I can't help but grin at having that person I loved being back.
Okay, enough reality huh?
I can't believe I'm about to say this. But I've been having the urge to write CSI fan fic. I know I know I have tons of open TW fic. So I am resisting the urge. But with the departure of TW my second fave show has stepped up to plate apparently. A bit of Nick angst? A little Warrick/Nick friendship? A little Gil/Nick interaction? It's tugging at me. My logical side says resist and finish what you started, but the CSI fangirl and Nick lover side keep whispering "do it! do it!". Why do I get the feeling I'll end up doing it? I suppose a fangirl can't be easily denied.
Speaking of fic, Kim I got your email and I will get back to you as soon as I can. But "figured out a way"?? I thought we already did. I'm so confused.
Well I'm off to pick up my new glasses and then off to work into the night. I'm crossing my fingers on the glasses. They MIGHT eliminate or greatly reduce the need for one the visual aids I use. And that would just be so sweet!!!!!