Outlet
No one that knows me ever uses lj anymore, and k haven't for years either but recently I've been dealing with a lot of stuff and I need an outlet to help me deal with it.
A few months back karmen and I helped a friend in need...her situation was fixed and then somehow it starts getting spread around that I told everyone here about her situation. Maybe I had told one mutual friend but really come on... If you're gonna scream and holler and celebrate a "divorce party" at a bar what the hell are people gonna think.
Shittiest part is we have a lot of mutual friends which makes all of this very tense and brutal. A couple months after everything had gone down we actually talked a bit and i thought things would blow over.
Then things got tense again and I had no idea what the hell is going on. I now just found out that she thinks I'm talking shit behind her back! WTF? I wanted things to work out so why the hell would I go around saying anything? I only talk to a handful of people here and I know what I have said to them which is that this situation sucks and that i was either deleted from fb or blocked.
Everthing blew up this weekend after me and my family excluded again cuz
She was at something. So after seeing me bawl and be hurt karm finally snaps and wants answers. Karmen is like a big Teddy bear and is the type of person that would give you the shirt off of his back... So for anyone to actually think that he would do something so horrible that you feel the need to threaten him with your family and that police just floors me! It's not at all who he is. He's the type of person that needs to hear things from the horses mouth.
This whole situation sucks and I wish it would go away, but havin mutual friends and being in a small community people always need to see drama...well I guess it's my families turn to provide that drama. I guess 9 years of bring here without any bullshit was as much as we are gonna get.
I am at a loss of what to do because I have tried to say my piece and she doesn't believe me. So really if I tell the truth and you don't want to believe me what do I have left?
Karmen and I showing our true colors? Get real! We helped your ass when you had no one. Threatening you? Get over yourself Karmen wanted to get to the bottom of the drama by talking to you!! WTF did you think he was gonna do come beat you up? Are you kidding me? He's the least violent guy I know for fuck sakes!
So here I sit, wondering when the next wave of drama will hit. I am heartbroken from all of this because I know what I have said and who it's been to. I don't talk to a lot of people out here because of the exact same
Reasons I am getting slandered now. But I didn't talk to anyone!! So either someone is stirring the stupid pot spreading shit or she's crazy.. Karmen thinks the later but i don't friggin know! I just feel sick over everything and she told me to stop playing the victim. Are you serious? Oh and I'm trying to ruin you? Great so more people can say shit about me? Awesome
Seriously fml is the only thing I can say anymore
The only good thing out of this is that I saw with my own two eyes how much that my
Husband really does love me. It has pulled us together so I guess I can thank her for that but the waves of depression and sadness from all of this really do suck.
And I can show Kayla why it is very important to always treat people nicely and be honest always
And not to gossip, even tho I didn't, but someone obviously is!
I'm happy I remembered my lj account even if no one reads this which is fine by me but I need to get everything out and this is the perfect outlet!
A few months back karmen and I helped a friend in need...her situation was fixed and then somehow it starts getting spread around that I told everyone here about her situation. Maybe I had told one mutual friend but really come on... If you're gonna scream and holler and celebrate a "divorce party" at a bar what the hell are people gonna think.
Shittiest part is we have a lot of mutual friends which makes all of this very tense and brutal. A couple months after everything had gone down we actually talked a bit and i thought things would blow over.
Then things got tense again and I had no idea what the hell is going on. I now just found out that she thinks I'm talking shit behind her back! WTF? I wanted things to work out so why the hell would I go around saying anything? I only talk to a handful of people here and I know what I have said to them which is that this situation sucks and that i was either deleted from fb or blocked.
Everthing blew up this weekend after me and my family excluded again cuz
She was at something. So after seeing me bawl and be hurt karm finally snaps and wants answers. Karmen is like a big Teddy bear and is the type of person that would give you the shirt off of his back... So for anyone to actually think that he would do something so horrible that you feel the need to threaten him with your family and that police just floors me! It's not at all who he is. He's the type of person that needs to hear things from the horses mouth.
This whole situation sucks and I wish it would go away, but havin mutual friends and being in a small community people always need to see drama...well I guess it's my families turn to provide that drama. I guess 9 years of bring here without any bullshit was as much as we are gonna get.
I am at a loss of what to do because I have tried to say my piece and she doesn't believe me. So really if I tell the truth and you don't want to believe me what do I have left?
Karmen and I showing our true colors? Get real! We helped your ass when you had no one. Threatening you? Get over yourself Karmen wanted to get to the bottom of the drama by talking to you!! WTF did you think he was gonna do come beat you up? Are you kidding me? He's the least violent guy I know for fuck sakes!
So here I sit, wondering when the next wave of drama will hit. I am heartbroken from all of this because I know what I have said and who it's been to. I don't talk to a lot of people out here because of the exact same
Reasons I am getting slandered now. But I didn't talk to anyone!! So either someone is stirring the stupid pot spreading shit or she's crazy.. Karmen thinks the later but i don't friggin know! I just feel sick over everything and she told me to stop playing the victim. Are you serious? Oh and I'm trying to ruin you? Great so more people can say shit about me? Awesome
Seriously fml is the only thing I can say anymore
The only good thing out of this is that I saw with my own two eyes how much that my
Husband really does love me. It has pulled us together so I guess I can thank her for that but the waves of depression and sadness from all of this really do suck.
And I can show Kayla why it is very important to always treat people nicely and be honest always
And not to gossip, even tho I didn't, but someone obviously is!
I'm happy I remembered my lj account even if no one reads this which is fine by me but I need to get everything out and this is the perfect outlet!