New Year, New Chances, New Opportunities...
january 2nd. exactly one month until my birthday. i actually feel my age. being around my friends on new years made me realize how stuck in high school they are. i love them to death but you should see their eyes light up when they tell stories from our byrd days. i loved my days at that school...well mostly my senior year...some of the time...but we're older now. we're in college. it's amazing the stuff they find funny. i mean who hasn't seen 2 girls make out? it just made me laugh when i realized i had matured somewhat. and now that i think about it, it is the group so what else would you expect? haha...gotta love those boys.
so...speaking of new years, it just so happens to be one. a new year. 2006. i'll be the first to tell you i love new beginnings. new school year, new semester, new year, a new day even. a chance to wipe the slate clean and start over. change what needs to be changed, learn something new, try to be the person you want to be. and the first chance i get i'll screw it up...inevitably. i'm trying though. honestly. hopefully
well i don't know who reads this, actually i could care less basically i'm just bored and figure it's a new year, i like my layout so i should fill it with something, and maybe it could be good to get some things off my mind every once in a while. but for those of you who might read it, if you didn't know, curtis morris and i are dating. to those of you from byrd, this might seem puzzling. yes i'm dating the very same boy who once put a dead squirrel in my car. we laugh about it these days. anyways, we've been dating for a couple months now and it's pretty much awesome. i won't lie, it's been a rollercoaster, but we get over each drop we come to. ::DISCLAIMER: MUSHY LOVEY DOVEY CRAP AHEAD:: i can honestly say that i have never been happier. at least with anyone i've ever dated. he's the first person i can actually be completely myself and not worry that i just said the most retarded thing ever. because trust me, i probably did. but he doesn't care. he's about as weird as i am anyways. haha. it's kinda crazy how things turn out, i would've never imagined being with him back in the summer. but hey, life happens. who can predict the future? except to say, i don't think i'm going anywhere anytime soon and i'm almost positive i can say the same for him. yay! let's be happy for sarah! then barf. i'm not a lovey dovey person in the least so yeah if i don't stop this now i'm gonna need to throw up.
i can't believe i'm saying this but i kinda want to get back to radford. curtis and spencer will be here in the noke for this semester which blows major chunks, but i guess we'll survive. maybe this is a chance for us all to try to make better grades. me personally, i'm going for straight a's. hahahahahaha yeah right, who the hell are we kidding?
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