so, i realized
as i was perusing old entries, that i've been in a bit of a funk lately. so... some happy things:
- had a beautiful day yesterday. not quite an adventure, but things i'm still smiling about. it was exactly what i needed. thank you.
- i've been writing more lately. i've filled almost an entire journal with poetry over the past month.
- my mom & i have been hanging during the day, and i've been hanging with old friends at night. it's a good combo.
- the bartenders at my pub know all my name. and they're really great people.
- i didn't have to see my other grandfather, the completely self-absorbed one. he's a know-it-all asshole.
- i'm finally going to confront my father about a lot of old shit that he's done and is still doing. i can't believe i've worked up the balls to do it. well, it only took 21 years, but i'm no longer afraid of hurting his feelings. i think that was my issue before.
- i'm going ice skating tonight!! and possibly, we'll be forking a yard. mua ha ha.
guess that's it for now. hope you're all having a lovely winter.
And it’s been a long december and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
- had a beautiful day yesterday. not quite an adventure, but things i'm still smiling about. it was exactly what i needed. thank you.
- i've been writing more lately. i've filled almost an entire journal with poetry over the past month.
- my mom & i have been hanging during the day, and i've been hanging with old friends at night. it's a good combo.
- the bartenders at my pub know all my name. and they're really great people.
- i didn't have to see my other grandfather, the completely self-absorbed one. he's a know-it-all asshole.
- i'm finally going to confront my father about a lot of old shit that he's done and is still doing. i can't believe i've worked up the balls to do it. well, it only took 21 years, but i'm no longer afraid of hurting his feelings. i think that was my issue before.
- i'm going ice skating tonight!! and possibly, we'll be forking a yard. mua ha ha.
guess that's it for now. hope you're all having a lovely winter.
And it’s been a long december and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass