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hahaha omg i just need to breathhhhhhhe.
i am so crazily stressed out right now. holy shabangbang.
this is what i have to do tomorrow:
i have to turn in my application for graduation$25bucks. buy annoucements/cap&gown, etc.
i have to turn in my application for grad school&40bucks.
i have to turn in my three letters of recommendation to dr. wavering.
i have to run 'silver wings awareness day' from 12-4pm tomorrow, which means i have to : pick up twister from nick's, pick up a t-shirt from tasha, and make a serious wal-mart run.
on friday, i have classes...
and then at 3pm, i go in for my interview to get into the MAT program.
i have to get in. if i don't get in, then that means no grad school. that means no master's degree. that means i have to wait another year to teach.
i really have to get in.
stress. breathe breathe. i know it's all in my head, the stress part. and most likely tomorrow night (or tonight, possibly) i'll have my annual stress-out, want to quit school, everything, crying time. eh. it's only one night, and it DOES happen once a year because i get so stressed out. i need to learn some good stress techniques, i think.
also coming up soon:
march 1st is $265 deposit for the townhouse
april 14th is natcon in orlando
hmm. actually, after writing that all out, i'm feeling pretty good. i can do this. :) and i might actually get to surpass my stress-cry :)
i am so crazily stressed out right now. holy shabangbang.
this is what i have to do tomorrow:
i have to turn in my application for graduation$25bucks. buy annoucements/cap&gown, etc.
i have to turn in my application for grad school&40bucks.
i have to turn in my three letters of recommendation to dr. wavering.
i have to run 'silver wings awareness day' from 12-4pm tomorrow, which means i have to : pick up twister from nick's, pick up a t-shirt from tasha, and make a serious wal-mart run.
on friday, i have classes...
and then at 3pm, i go in for my interview to get into the MAT program.
i have to get in. if i don't get in, then that means no grad school. that means no master's degree. that means i have to wait another year to teach.
i really have to get in.
stress. breathe breathe. i know it's all in my head, the stress part. and most likely tomorrow night (or tonight, possibly) i'll have my annual stress-out, want to quit school, everything, crying time. eh. it's only one night, and it DOES happen once a year because i get so stressed out. i need to learn some good stress techniques, i think.
also coming up soon:
march 1st is $265 deposit for the townhouse
april 14th is natcon in orlando
hmm. actually, after writing that all out, i'm feeling pretty good. i can do this. :) and i might actually get to surpass my stress-cry :)