Nov 20, 2009 00:30
Do you ever find yourself so angry over a corrupt power that screwed you and you can't do any thing about it that you start losing sleep over it? I hate the people who run the industry. The local industry especially. Trying so hard to be like the real thing on the west coast, when they themselves would be shrugged off by those they try tyo emulate just as fast as they shrugged me off. Difference is, I have more ability than ANY of these so called visionaries, that, by all justification, I SHOULD be the one doing the shrugging. Instead I'm just up all night stewing over what might have been and wondering why I care so much that one douche bag scratching another douche bag's back always seems to leave me in the gutter despite my best efforts to show the world that I'm worth something.
If only I had something on them. Something that would expose them for what they are. But I will never yield such power of command.