Never Again! Just Tonight? Ok!

[bornwithadream7]

im so sad winterfest is over. it went wayy to fast. its over and gone and was amazing. it was just so fun. everything. despite the bad parts. it was so fun. despite crying and puking it was amazing. life is amazing. ive just had a sudden awakening to life. ive been so confident lately. even though i have these bad moments the good has been over powering the bad. this year is soo much fun 2005 is so good to me. and hopefullly will be better. i justhave so much to look forward to so many trips and perks it keeps me going. whereas last year sucked. it was full of so much shit and drama. this year is so chill. i love it. i havent had a real bad moment. im just learning from my mistakes and its only making me a better person. and a more mature person. fuck it. im done. im done with stupid bull shit annoying crap. i want to go back to being friends. i cant handle like and love and shit. its sooo annoying. so annoying. but the problem is some people are werid. this is prolly so confusing to peole but i dont care. it feels good to vent and get everything out. no one listens to me. besides carlee and a few other people but i wish soo much that i could get what i wanted. i hate when i dont get what i want. it tears me apart its my fuckin weakness. and so is the unexpected. damnit. why did shit have to happen like this. oh well. its over. its done. i can only do so much. now i have to sit back and wait. again. but thats okay. windows open and close all the time thats just how it goes.

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