that post was 2 years ago; and i was too unlivejournal savy and was to weak i guess to reply to it.
so now i will
im ashamed that; the guy i like/d can effect me in such a way that i will do whatever he asks pretty much, and that shows how much of a weak person i really am, and that im comprimising who i am and what i believe in purely for a stupid high school crush
im proud that; im finally realising what im doing wrong and am trying to correct myself without comprimising who i am, and im also proud ive finally decided what i want to do with my life and that ive made it this far and havnt given up.
what are YOU proud and ashamed of?