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This journal is gradually increasing in 'my life' type posts... which tends to mean i'm thoroughly un-inspired.
Sitting at home all the time (esp. on friday nights) Will do that to a person...
So...those of you who know me will be aware of the way i can turn a relatively unfortunate and unpleasant situation into a disaster of monolithic proportions, create mountains from mere mole hills and generally over-react in any way possible.
I'm currently fighting the urge to do just that
because although every part of me squeals that i have been greatly wronged, past experience tells me i've jumped on the first conclusion to float by and waved my bum at reason on my way.
But i hate to be in on a friday night... even my parents have better things to do.
I particularly hate to be in on a friday night missing a someone who is spending time with someone else whom they see so much more than they do me.
To top it off i hate them being out with that person, when i want to be out and should i have been invited I may have been able to join them.
Most of all i hate the way that when that person says 'I love you' in the sweetest tone i turn to jelly, hang-up and burst into tears preventing me from any attempt at anger.
But i dont want to sit here and jump to conclusions, cry for no apparant reason and general be pathetic.. I just want to be out.
I love you, this is not an attack... i miss you and i'm bored and blah.
-Damn everyone, their dogs and their dogs rabies-
Sitting at home all the time (esp. on friday nights) Will do that to a person...
So...those of you who know me will be aware of the way i can turn a relatively unfortunate and unpleasant situation into a disaster of monolithic proportions, create mountains from mere mole hills and generally over-react in any way possible.
I'm currently fighting the urge to do just that
because although every part of me squeals that i have been greatly wronged, past experience tells me i've jumped on the first conclusion to float by and waved my bum at reason on my way.
But i hate to be in on a friday night... even my parents have better things to do.
I particularly hate to be in on a friday night missing a someone who is spending time with someone else whom they see so much more than they do me.
To top it off i hate them being out with that person, when i want to be out and should i have been invited I may have been able to join them.
Most of all i hate the way that when that person says 'I love you' in the sweetest tone i turn to jelly, hang-up and burst into tears preventing me from any attempt at anger.
But i dont want to sit here and jump to conclusions, cry for no apparant reason and general be pathetic.. I just want to be out.
I love you, this is not an attack... i miss you and i'm bored and blah.
-Damn everyone, their dogs and their dogs rabies-