nightmares

[borntohate]

so, this weekend was more fun than usual because i acutally got out of the fucking house. friday i went to worcester for brendan's suprise party, then to amherst. tonight we went to a paint it black, hope conspiracy and sex positions show. it was alright, i don't really have fun at shows anymore. then i came back to worcester and i go back home tomorrow sometime. this weekend was full of friends. sorry i don't hang out as much. i will try to more often. oh and too bad i'm a wicked big chicken shit, haha, i suck!!

and fuck, i don't really need to hear things like that. it's a sore subject, still, even though i thought i was over it.