you stole my heart...
its been almost 6 years. my heart still aches. I still get shortness of breath when i think of you. to know that you are not mine kills me. i wish things worked and that i wasn't such an ass.
To this day you still have my heart and i haven't been able to fully give it to anyone else.
you are the one that got away. the one i adore and miss entirely too much. i have been thinking about you for the past few days and haven't been able to get a thing done. i don't know why but you have been on my mind and i miss you, the way you kissed, the way you made me laugh, the way you smelled, how your hair was soo soft, when you used to curl up with our legs wrapped together. i feel like such shit these days. i don't know i just had to get that off of my chest.
i'm going through this weird phase and i am lost. i feel like you really understood me and I destroyed everything and now i still miss you...
we haven't even hung out for a few years, which sucks. i like hanging out with you... wish you felt the same... a wish is mearly a wish right... just wanted to tell someone how i felt about this.
i have no one to console in about this because its just not fair, its not a good time for me to have such feelings leaking and i am in such deep pain. i'm getting shortness of breath and i feel like there is a weight in my chest that wont lift.
i cant stand knowing that i was the one who fucked up. i was the one who lost you. i was the problem. i feel like crap and its soooo hard to try to let go...
- the fuck up
To this day you still have my heart and i haven't been able to fully give it to anyone else.
you are the one that got away. the one i adore and miss entirely too much. i have been thinking about you for the past few days and haven't been able to get a thing done. i don't know why but you have been on my mind and i miss you, the way you kissed, the way you made me laugh, the way you smelled, how your hair was soo soft, when you used to curl up with our legs wrapped together. i feel like such shit these days. i don't know i just had to get that off of my chest.
i'm going through this weird phase and i am lost. i feel like you really understood me and I destroyed everything and now i still miss you...
we haven't even hung out for a few years, which sucks. i like hanging out with you... wish you felt the same... a wish is mearly a wish right... just wanted to tell someone how i felt about this.
i have no one to console in about this because its just not fair, its not a good time for me to have such feelings leaking and i am in such deep pain. i'm getting shortness of breath and i feel like there is a weight in my chest that wont lift.
i cant stand knowing that i was the one who fucked up. i was the one who lost you. i was the problem. i feel like crap and its soooo hard to try to let go...
- the fuck up