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i truely believe that there has to be something out there waiting for me. whatever it may be who knows. but i've had the motivation to stop smoking ciggarettes, stop smoking pot, and not really drink much...
i dont know where i'm going. but, should i really care?
soon what i am doing now will be in my past. sure i'll think about it and what it may have done and how it affected me and how it impacted the future....
am i destined to live a life where i have no control of myself? hah! hell fuckin no man! I have actually done it!!!
i feel good about myself right now. i'm finally working with myself. i appreciate myself more.
u know what... i think i realized what my biggest mistake was. i didn't have enough faith in myself. i smoked pot to help me overcome stress but in the end it made me loose contol of myself. in fact it was my fault. i made the wrong decisions for myself in the past. i effected others and myself.
sometimes i think about what i could have done. how i could have been.
nows the futures. let me look withen myself and find out what i've been misguiding.
i dont know where i'm going. but, should i really care?
soon what i am doing now will be in my past. sure i'll think about it and what it may have done and how it affected me and how it impacted the future....
am i destined to live a life where i have no control of myself? hah! hell fuckin no man! I have actually done it!!!
i feel good about myself right now. i'm finally working with myself. i appreciate myself more.
u know what... i think i realized what my biggest mistake was. i didn't have enough faith in myself. i smoked pot to help me overcome stress but in the end it made me loose contol of myself. in fact it was my fault. i made the wrong decisions for myself in the past. i effected others and myself.
sometimes i think about what i could have done. how i could have been.
nows the futures. let me look withen myself and find out what i've been misguiding.