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Well.. i'm back. i got out about a week and a half ago. what a strange experience that was. at first i didnt want to be there but i slowly got used to things, remembering that i needed help.. i had 3 roommates, each 20 years older than i.. had to sleep on the top bunk. it was basically like prison there.. its where all the ex-county people and the Prop36-ers go. But as time went on i got used to it. I saw people come and go due to stupid shit, etc.. most of all, i learned so much there and i think i've grown as a person too.. possibly went from the mentality of a boy to a man.. heh. i actually dont know how to explain it. i just know i've definitely matured as a person. and its great knowing i survived Tarzana Treatment Center.. hahaha.
it also feels really great to be back.. i feel the love from everybody, and i just wanted to thank everybody for being cool to me. all you guys fuckin rock.
so i've been sober for 2 months and 5 days now. its a trip being sober, i never thought it could be so good. right now i'm high on life. hahaha, i never thought i'd say that corny ass shit. i dont even blaze anymore.. i dont even feel the urge to. sometimes i feel the urge to smoke shit, but i always remind myself of where it leads me to - sheisty shit (haha). life is so much better now that i'm sober - me and amanda's relationship is a thousand times better, i cant actually think clearly and accomplish things - right now i'm working on a car and a job. rehab fucking fixed my life.. haha.
eh, i can't think of much else to write.
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it also feels really great to be back.. i feel the love from everybody, and i just wanted to thank everybody for being cool to me. all you guys fuckin rock.
so i've been sober for 2 months and 5 days now. its a trip being sober, i never thought it could be so good. right now i'm high on life. hahaha, i never thought i'd say that corny ass shit. i dont even blaze anymore.. i dont even feel the urge to. sometimes i feel the urge to smoke shit, but i always remind myself of where it leads me to - sheisty shit (haha). life is so much better now that i'm sober - me and amanda's relationship is a thousand times better, i cant actually think clearly and accomplish things - right now i'm working on a car and a job. rehab fucking fixed my life.. haha.
eh, i can't think of much else to write.
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