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[bornintosilence]

These things that I'm feeling deep down,
Aren't what I should be feeling.
I know you hate when I speak those words,
They're never too appealing.
I just need you to listen for once,
To hear all I have to say.
Maybe if you'd lend your ear;
I'd have such better days.

My face is so pale at night,
When I think about our fate.
And I can't believe I feel this way.
About a love that came so late.
You're always smiling 'bout something,
While I'm pouring out my heart.
And if all we are is simply nothing,
Then why don't we leave these parts?

My soul is ruined by this moment,
When reality hits my mind.
I can't think of anything but distance,
And how it seems so unkind.
There's nobody like you on Earth,
I'm sure that's why I hold on.
Because I would have no other man,
If you were gone.

I just wish you would tell me when,
You would make that journey to me.
When you would hold me again,
When you would tell me I was beautiful.
I'm holding out just for you,
Holding out for "us".
But, I'm finding it so difficult,
To believe in love.