I'm not worried about fear ....... worried .....fear
Is it a weakness to need to be desired?
Is it wrong to want to feel attractive ....
It's a fault .... a major fault ..... one that not many of will admit too .... how easy is is to shrug you're shoulders and say, fuck the world I don't care what they think of how I look .... as long as I like it.
Thats 110% bullshit .... all of us have a need to look/feel/be attractive to the opposite or not so opposite sex (depending on who might be reading this) I don't see it as a charecter flaw I see it as natural as eating sleeping or any other bodily function that you may choose.
Enough on that ...... it's going no where ... I'm half tempted to delete it .... but fuck it .....
Life has been nothing short of amazing lately ..... life has been full of buying computers, TV's dish sets, look for apartments buying new vehicles and not to mention combining bank accounts .....
Before we couldn't wait for this to happen and now that it is ..... it seems so unrealistic to me .... and I'm feeling the pressure that is to accompany all of this new responsability.
Last night I embarked on Steves epic ..... his master piece ...... the dark tower series ... I'm only 60 pages into it yet already I can tell that this is something that will rival Tolkiens Lord of The Rings in the future .... I can't imagine the treat my imagintation is in for in the coming months......
Thats all ....
Is it wrong to want to feel attractive ....
It's a fault .... a major fault ..... one that not many of will admit too .... how easy is is to shrug you're shoulders and say, fuck the world I don't care what they think of how I look .... as long as I like it.
Thats 110% bullshit .... all of us have a need to look/feel/be attractive to the opposite or not so opposite sex (depending on who might be reading this) I don't see it as a charecter flaw I see it as natural as eating sleeping or any other bodily function that you may choose.
Enough on that ...... it's going no where ... I'm half tempted to delete it .... but fuck it .....
Life has been nothing short of amazing lately ..... life has been full of buying computers, TV's dish sets, look for apartments buying new vehicles and not to mention combining bank accounts .....
Before we couldn't wait for this to happen and now that it is ..... it seems so unrealistic to me .... and I'm feeling the pressure that is to accompany all of this new responsability.
Last night I embarked on Steves epic ..... his master piece ...... the dark tower series ... I'm only 60 pages into it yet already I can tell that this is something that will rival Tolkiens Lord of The Rings in the future .... I can't imagine the treat my imagintation is in for in the coming months......
Thats all ....