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Pondering Heart
Life is filled with choices,
One by one I am torn between.
Pulled in every direction,
Afraid of mistakes or regret.
Remembering all of the years,
My mind is filled with thoughts.
Most were filled with hurt from love,
And of a struggle to find truth.
I don’t like wishing, or reminiscing,
Over what those around me have.
My body is agonizing,
Over wanting to feel his warmth.
I lay on my bed, looking up,
The ceiling twisting into dizziness.
I pull at my hair,
Knowing I am unable to be there.
All I want is to have that moment,
The one were nothing else matters.
The world around has to be more,
For I need something to strive for.
Life is filled with choices,
One by one I am torn between.
Pulled in every direction,
Afraid of mistakes or regret.
Remembering all of the years,
My mind is filled with thoughts.
Most were filled with hurt from love,
And of a struggle to find truth.
I don’t like wishing, or reminiscing,
Over what those around me have.
My body is agonizing,
Over wanting to feel his warmth.
I lay on my bed, looking up,
The ceiling twisting into dizziness.
I pull at my hair,
Knowing I am unable to be there.
All I want is to have that moment,
The one were nothing else matters.
The world around has to be more,
For I need something to strive for.