Ahem!!

Dec 25, 2003 23:14

Hmmm...well i do feel bad for the harshness towards someone. That person means a lot to me, but i hate feeling like i'm not fully welcomed in a friendship. It's hard to explain. All i want to do is take away his pain b/c the tone in his voice is heartbreaking. AHH! This is sucky, he needs to have some happiness for once. After that little talk i had with him i still feel more distant than i ever have with him before, and i HATE this feeling. All i want is to know what i can do to help, that's all, just know D that you DO have someone here and i say i am sorry for the reason that i am sorry you are in pain, and if i was any slight cause of that i will never forgive myself. You deserve so much, just remember that babes!

Joshy, you always know how to make me laugh, you're one of the best friends anyone could ask for. You are a #1 guy in my book. HAHA

I'm so exhausted from today. I've come to terms with a lot, and it's sooo funny how i think something is one way but yet it turns out to be a completely different situation. I gotta stop looking at the grim aspects of things, and always hope for the best! Sounds like one of the hundreds new year's resolutions i need to have. lol Anyways, Goodnight! HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!
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