Someone shit on the coats!
Boredom has set in. I cant wait till school starts, which actually reminds me that I have to call them so they dont screw me over again. I feel bored with life . Not that it's not filled with things to do or events to remember I just don't feel apart of any of it anymore. I feel like an outsider to everything. Like if I was to leave no one would really notice or care. It's a depressing feeling. I mean friends find other friends, my parents I hardly see cause I'm barely home when they are, my relationship feels like it's pointless and has already moved on to other things. I want to be in the perfect setting. You know surrounded by people who love and care for you and let you know it at least 1 time a day instead of maybe once a month. I want to have fun again, do things that are fun. I'm sick of TV and Movies! I want fresh air and new people. I want a new life!