Oct 26, 2004 22:19
damn i havent updated in a while
but its no tlike anyine reads it
i only get like 3comments anyways...lol
i dont really care though
i have been drining like every day practically
not hgetting drunk though i only get druink on weekends
i quit smokin gpot and im workinjg non quiting cigs
im in a new band we are actually serious for once! its called ASSAULT
and uh shawn is playin gbass chris defoor on guitar and me on drums and backup vocals
we dont really have a singer oh shit artemis(marleys brother) plays saxaphone for us
our singer will be hopefully jason owens and if not maybe like troy delania
and if they both dont work out me and shawn will swith offf anyways we might be plaing a show like next friday or saturday the first weekend of november
with the surface they are good come out and support your local bands
the surface has patches so do me and the scene a favor and buy one.
they fucking kickass
i didnt get to go to homecommmng with jess. i didnt go at all im such a bad b/f i got drunk instead i forgot to buy a ticket:'(
jess just went with friends and danced the night away with other guys and like one of them likes her or sumthin im so scarree that she is gonna cheat on me cuz ever g/f i have had has cheated on me and it sucks an dim tired of being forgiving so if she does (sorry jess) it will be over and i will hate you forever and i will never talk to you again and i will throw stuff like frizen fish at you
fuck i got soccer tomorrow i dont think jess even likes spendiong time with me
:(
but i mena who wants to hear a (according to leor) bipolar persons problems. i fuckin hate life all i wanna do is get drunk and play at least one show with a band i can call my own no tlike jump onstage with some other band like the aftermath and play with them
jess i trust you but.. its kinda hard cuz there is a lack of affection there but its ok
i still love you well im gonna go cuz this is a really long entry...
peace ou tniggers