life has a funny funny way of helpin you out
these last two days have been really bad. on monday i was sick and slept all day.. and today i found out my grandpa had his 3rd heart attack which is killin me, hes not my real real grandpa hes my step but for some reason hes more of a grandpa then my real one... he spends so much time with me and i have so much fun with him. whenever i go up to iowa i always wanna go visit him and my grandma, there is just something about them that makes me happy... i love it up there... im so scared, what if i lose him.... ill be crushed... i love him and i dont wanna see him go, i mean i know hes old but still hes my grandpa probably the best one yet.... i dunno what else to say i need to stop talking about him... well besides that nothing is really goin on, spencer left and i dont really have anyone to talk to which sucks.... but hey life goes on... were about to go to crispers so i gotta go....