u can go on with ur day 2 day tryin 2 forget what u saw in her face knowin deep down it could have
today i went to bed at about 2ish in the morning and woke up at about 330 from stupid cramps... i had to stay up tell about 6ish to finally get a little break to go back to sleep... hot flashes,nasuia and cramps isnt what i call a very start of a new day... when i woke up again it was about 11ish and i didnt really have anything to do so i cleaned my bathroom... when that was done not only was i clean but so was my bathroom :)... i desiced that because i orginaze some of my room i miswell finish it and clean it up... (im so proud of myself) i cleaned the whole thing, and almost everything in there is orginaze nicely... except for all the clothes in my closet :(... lol o well, im sure its just gunna get fuller and fuller tell finally i go through there and get ride of it.. i ended up cleaning for most of the day... because i was mad at a few things and cranky because i didnt much sleep i just cleaned and cleaned and cleaned... it makes it so im not mad anymore, and i was bored...lol...it actually turned out for the better... i feel so good when i walk in there now... i know where just about everything is and its all neat and pretty... when i was vacuming/cleaning all the crap from under my bed molly went under there and looked at me like i was crazy... supposably thats "her" spot and i dont think that she liked me moving and vacuming everything but im sure shes gunna live through it... after i was all done with that i started playing with the puzzle ting i got yesterday and dad called, for once we had a pretty good conversation and he wasnt just draggin it along... he wants to get me back up there in the fall time so i dunno... mom came home (because she was funning arrons) and told me that angela, jeff, matt, zach, and anthony are back in town... (oh great.. becca, im gunna need you for back up like last time)lol... that kid drives me up the wall... last time he flicked adam off and i was gunan go beat the you know what outta him but polly was outside so i didnt wanan get her involved so i just walked away... becca on the other hand was yellin at him... lol... i feel really bad for amber because tonight while mom doug angela and jeff go out she has to watch the kids.. not me!! woo hoo! she made 20 bucks though :( o well i think id rather not have a kid screamin in my ear forever... he doesnt listen to me at all.. mom and i were talkin before she left to go out with them and she goes man i kinda dont want to go out with jeff... i asked why and she said well, jeffs a nerd well, all engeneers are nerds but hes the nerdy nerd kinda... me on the other hand im a cool nerd... LMBO!! she is so funny (shes an engeneere if you didnt know)... about an hour after they left i was bored and watched the movie against the ropes with meg ryan and this other guy... it was actually a really good movie... i like meg ryan as an actor.. her voice is kinda weird but shes a really good actor, but she remindes me a lot of avril lavigene...