not that bad

[born_mystery]

I've been complaining this whole summer about how much I haven't been able to do a damn thing. But you know what? It's really not all that bad. I see or talk to Nicholas about once a week, which is great. It makes up for lost time. And when I do get to see people, it's amazing. It's those times that I'm going to recall when people ask about my summer. I'll talk about all the people I was able to catch up with and not just discuss the ordinary times I have with the same people day in and day out. Also, it allows me to look forward to the times when I can speak with people I truly care about.

Last Friday I was able to hang out with four wonderful human beings. I knew for a couple days that I would be seeing at least one of them and anticipated it the whole week. It was wonderful. It allowed me to see just what treasures I have been given as friends.

I was finally able to see my stars the other night. Seeing them while getting out of my car after work doesn't count. Only when you truly give yourself time to do nothing but stare does it really count. They were all insanely gorgeous. I'm not the best with words - when I see things like that I just become speechless. Mere words are not able to describe the way I feel when I see such beautiful works of nature. I digress. . .

Alright, I'll leave this be now. I'll update again when the feeling strikes.