it's just been too long
so i know what i'm going to talk about took place like a month ago, but it still needs to be said. (you know, i actually did this same thing last year around this time, when i talked about new year's - sorry, funny to me.)
anyway, i did something i haven't done in a very long time at a friend's birthday party - i danced. i have not danced (slow songs are exempt) since my freshman year of high school. i used to love doing that, and i don't really know why i gave it up. maybe i saw myself and realized that i suck, but i don't know. anyway, it was so much fun and i was stone-cold sober. i'm sure i looked like a fool and a lot of people thought something was wrong with, but surprisingly i didn't care. looking back on it now, i probably should have, but i really don't. the sad thing is, a lot of the people that were there would have never known that i enjoy doing stuff like that, because in all the time they have ever known me, they would have never seen me act like that. i like coming out of my shell, even if it is just small little pieces at a time.
anyway, i did something i haven't done in a very long time at a friend's birthday party - i danced. i have not danced (slow songs are exempt) since my freshman year of high school. i used to love doing that, and i don't really know why i gave it up. maybe i saw myself and realized that i suck, but i don't know. anyway, it was so much fun and i was stone-cold sober. i'm sure i looked like a fool and a lot of people thought something was wrong with, but surprisingly i didn't care. looking back on it now, i probably should have, but i really don't. the sad thing is, a lot of the people that were there would have never known that i enjoy doing stuff like that, because in all the time they have ever known me, they would have never seen me act like that. i like coming out of my shell, even if it is just small little pieces at a time.