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well this week was crazy. ive been stressed to my limit. Ive been feeling sick everyday to the point where i want to just throw up and then sleep forever. i beleive it is due to lack of sleep..but who knows. Ive been trying to do too much at one time and its hard to keep up. I've been sore and weak. I find myself being really bitchy and getting pissed off for no reason at all. For some reason it seems as though my world is crumbling down on me. I'm losing track of friends and simply cant keep up with some of them. I think i might be going away this weekend, it will be a nice getaway, although i may miss a few people whom i only get to see on the weekends. I cant wait for this break from school and from life in general. well last night i didnt do anything. i sat at home and fell asleep at 830. kinda pathetic but i needed it. I love softball so much, i never thought i would, but i do. The girls there are great and playing is just so much fun..it takes my mind off other things, and sometimes you need that. The other weekend an event happened that i wasnt too happy about. I took it out on someone that i shouldnt have. I feel bad for saying that to her. I feel guilty for at first blaming it on mitchmike and writing a mean comment on his lj. I think i owe them an apology. so im sorry guys. hmm.. well.. im going to try and change my attitude. lately i havent been such a nice person and i feel bad for it. so i just wanted to apologize to all of you whom ive been mean to and havent really treated you very well. sorry. well i guess im outta here now that ive explained my bitchiness and what not. later kids.