I have been rolling around in misery and depression for months now, ever week worse than the last.  The most terrible part is, there's no reason for it to be worse, that is just how it went.  Last night was awful, this morning was worse, but today was a good, good day.

I have made a decision.  Just now, in the last half hour, when I realized that I ( Read more... )

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    In a strangely poetic way, I rapidly approach my alarm clock.  Will I be awake before I know it ( Read more... )

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I'm not sure I enjoyed driving through that downpour at three thirty in the morning.  There's something about the fog, the sleep, and the hydroplaning that really takes all of the joy out of it.  At least I had the Radiohead to keep me up, and poking snoozing Carmen in the ribs.  That was entertaining.

    To continue the infinite pattern, I am committing to megabytes something like a proper entry.  It’s something I don’t put much time to of late.  I suppose I feel it’s pointless.  I don’t know why I bother with a blog when I have a perfectly good notebook to work from.  It’s probably because I’m a raving attention whore ( Read more... )

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Mum and I just watched Camile on TMC.  I cried like a little baby.  I wouldn't have it any other way.

    It was one of those morning where I just didn't want to get out of bed.  They are starting to happen with a greater frequency, a trend that must be stopped.  The radio woke me, but it wasn't long before I settled back to sleep, and began to dream ( Read more... )

There was something I wanted to write about, but I can’t remember what happened yesterday.  I played some D20 Modern, but I suppose that was about it, I guess.  Still, there was something important I wanted to say, well, not important.  Just significant to me, but oh well.  No bother.

I saw A Macbeth today at our Theater.  I ( Read more... )

Come on Peter, this is your chance!  This is everything you’ve ever dreamed about!  Yes, come on, this is it!  She loves you!  She loves you!  Tell her, tell… NO!  NO NO NO NO NO!!  God damn it Peter, you little bastard!  Don’t do it, don’t!  No Peter, please, you can’t!  You can’t always be her friend, she loves you, and you love her, She’s your ( Read more... )

         It was nearly 60 degrees today!  It is absolutely beautiful!  Beautiful.  My windows are open, I’m in a tee, and I love it oh, oh so much.  They opened up all of the stairways and sidewalks that they close for the winter, which tells you what winters are like up here.  This is a big deal ( Read more... )