I'm sick of this.
I have recently learned of a serious betrayal of my trust. Somebody decided to discuss the horrible details of my personal life. I found out that Karl was discussing it. There is no reason for Karl to know, and I have no idea who actually betrayed my trust. I'm not sure who told who or anything. The only time I have ever mentioned certain things including rape have been occassionally in poems that I put up here or in private I may have mentioned it to a couple friends. Now it has been publicized. On top of that, it was said that I was talking about it for attention. The funny part is I don't actually talk about it. This is how I know that someone has betrayed my trust. I don't know how many people know. I don't know how much they know, and I don't know what they have been saying. I have spent most of the day almost in tears. Since I can't know who is responsible, this livejournal will be private from now on. Even if the person that started this is someone that decided they hate me, that is an entirely new level of low.