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i keep wanting to write something on here. but everytime i come back and delete it.
there are many things i wish to say, but i don't want anything to fall behind. i want to say how i feel, but i dont want you to know, with the fear that you will be mad, so i stay stuck. i am trapped, lost in this fading sea. i want you to know how much you kill me, when you don't even know who i am. i am not yet in my place, because it has not been formed. i am a floater, loosing everything within grasp. it has started to take a toll on me and i dont know how much longer i will last.
i hope everyones year gets better than how it has started.
there are many things i wish to say, but i don't want anything to fall behind. i want to say how i feel, but i dont want you to know, with the fear that you will be mad, so i stay stuck. i am trapped, lost in this fading sea. i want you to know how much you kill me, when you don't even know who i am. i am not yet in my place, because it has not been formed. i am a floater, loosing everything within grasp. it has started to take a toll on me and i dont know how much longer i will last.
i hope everyones year gets better than how it has started.