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All the rain makes the sky dark. I'm starting to wonder if the wheather predicts my mood, whether I want it to or not.
Contradicting Up
Sinking and rising
at the same time.
Never knowing where you want to go:
Which way is forward.
What is forward?
Do we know what we call forward
isn't the other way around?
A simple word.
Wanting to leave,
to run from this place,
to change.
Wanting so badly to change
and fly free.
Up and forward
and on to new places.
To see the brightness.
Independent.
But I keep looking back...
~ 3/22/04
maybe it's so confusing cause i was in spanish. and i wasn't really paying attention. neway. it sucks. but it makes an odd way of philosophical sense in some places....