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I feel like being normal today. Anyway, I have been talking to Jermel on the internet everyday. It has sort of been in secret because, I do not want anyone to say anything about how, do you talk to him or anything like that.
Have you ever been so mad, you just want to cry but you know better than to cry because, you are stronger than that. But man, I really want to just scream at the top of my lungs! This whole Justin thing is taking a toll on me. When I am talking, and someone says his name, I just suddenly lose my whole thought. And, I mean my whole thought. It is utterly ridiculous. Does that mean that I like him still (which I know is true) or is it that, I get so mad I almost lose it. But, whatever the case may be, I am giving up. I don't want to be his girlfriend, I just want to at least be able to talk to him on the phone once or twice a week. That would be hot.
Efiang is so nice. I thought his birthday was this weekend but, it is on March 4th. I felt not only stupid but also dumb. I felt about 2cm tall! It was so funny. Just imagine you saying happy birthday to someone and they say, my birthday is not today. One of my stalker moves that slapped me in the face. This all happened yesterday and Efiang came up to me today and said, my birthday was not this weekend Marisa, it is March 4th. Okay Efiang, I heard you yesterday. Why are you telling me again? It was weird.
I want to be a debutante but, I also want to be a Delta and the AKA's are doing the debutantes. But, I am not a Delta yet. I need to know exactly how much money it will cost. It probably won't be the thing for me.
Have you ever been so mad, you just want to cry but you know better than to cry because, you are stronger than that. But man, I really want to just scream at the top of my lungs! This whole Justin thing is taking a toll on me. When I am talking, and someone says his name, I just suddenly lose my whole thought. And, I mean my whole thought. It is utterly ridiculous. Does that mean that I like him still (which I know is true) or is it that, I get so mad I almost lose it. But, whatever the case may be, I am giving up. I don't want to be his girlfriend, I just want to at least be able to talk to him on the phone once or twice a week. That would be hot.
Efiang is so nice. I thought his birthday was this weekend but, it is on March 4th. I felt not only stupid but also dumb. I felt about 2cm tall! It was so funny. Just imagine you saying happy birthday to someone and they say, my birthday is not today. One of my stalker moves that slapped me in the face. This all happened yesterday and Efiang came up to me today and said, my birthday was not this weekend Marisa, it is March 4th. Okay Efiang, I heard you yesterday. Why are you telling me again? It was weird.
I want to be a debutante but, I also want to be a Delta and the AKA's are doing the debutantes. But, I am not a Delta yet. I need to know exactly how much money it will cost. It probably won't be the thing for me.