Why the seams are breaking....
ok, here's the reason why I'm crazy, you guys wanna know?! because I'll tell you.
Ok well for those who do want to know, here goes nothing... I'm going crazy because my mother is an egotistical, narcissistic, and just plain out crazy. She plays the victim card and believes herself... she's so fucking full of bullshit. If I had no morals I'd beat her for her stupidity, and stab my stepfather for his arrogance.
she calls me stupid, mojona (basically shit head for those of you that don't speak spanish), ignorant and tells me to stick my finger in my ass and take out whatever is shoved in there. I'd tell her off but then I'd get hit... and I will not hold back for hitting her if she dares to lay a fucking hand on me. why should I tolerate what she doesn't tolerate from me? it sounds horrible... but if you lived with my mom saw the damage she cause to me, my sister and brother you be like this too.
I don't stand for idiocy, nor abuse.... I'll tolerate a little bit because she's my mother, but I wont take this bullshit from her... I'll move my ass out. There are a bunch of my friends whose parents wont mind me living with them. I'm clean, polite, and obedient (Jesus, I sound like a dog).
It's fucking enough that I don't have a father and my boyfriend is always absent because he has to take care of the family or because he lost something, excuses up the fucking ass... but to come home and deal with this bullshit? you can kiss my white ass niggah.
I don't have to take this shit, next time I'm going to walk out... rain or not and walk to someone's house.... anyone's house or to the mall, use a phone and have a friend pick me up.... once my mother realises the fear of me running off she'll quit her sorry bitching about how I want to be the teenager I am and leave me the fuck alone.
Ok well for those who do want to know, here goes nothing... I'm going crazy because my mother is an egotistical, narcissistic, and just plain out crazy. She plays the victim card and believes herself... she's so fucking full of bullshit. If I had no morals I'd beat her for her stupidity, and stab my stepfather for his arrogance.
she calls me stupid, mojona (basically shit head for those of you that don't speak spanish), ignorant and tells me to stick my finger in my ass and take out whatever is shoved in there. I'd tell her off but then I'd get hit... and I will not hold back for hitting her if she dares to lay a fucking hand on me. why should I tolerate what she doesn't tolerate from me? it sounds horrible... but if you lived with my mom saw the damage she cause to me, my sister and brother you be like this too.
I don't stand for idiocy, nor abuse.... I'll tolerate a little bit because she's my mother, but I wont take this bullshit from her... I'll move my ass out. There are a bunch of my friends whose parents wont mind me living with them. I'm clean, polite, and obedient (Jesus, I sound like a dog).
It's fucking enough that I don't have a father and my boyfriend is always absent because he has to take care of the family or because he lost something, excuses up the fucking ass... but to come home and deal with this bullshit? you can kiss my white ass niggah.
I don't have to take this shit, next time I'm going to walk out... rain or not and walk to someone's house.... anyone's house or to the mall, use a phone and have a friend pick me up.... once my mother realises the fear of me running off she'll quit her sorry bitching about how I want to be the teenager I am and leave me the fuck alone.