Real men cry
Well first thing is first.
Robert and I are off the break, or rather have been off the break since Friday. I'll admitt, the first day I was this is cool, I can pull off a week... I mean it's ONLY a week. The second day I was all " oh man.. I miss him already, this sucks :-\" THIRD DAY/; fuck it.... I missed him so much, too much I cried for I don't know what reason... but alas, I wasn't the only one. SO Friday I accepted Stewart's offer to go out to the mall and made up.... here's how it went:
I got back with him.... I didn't need a week to think about whether I loved him or not.... and the stupid shit that occurs... like his phone not working or our inability to go out etc. and I told him the truth yesterday.... I told him I thought I need a week, but I didn't and I had been confused about loving him
well, when I told him that, he got this scared/sad look on his face.... and then I told him I was afraid of getting hurt and he goes "how?" and I shrugged and then he goes "if we break up?" and I nodded and he's like " No, Never" So yeah, went out and he gave me big hugs and didn't wander off with out me... kissed me constantly etc. and he said he didn't sleep the night before last (cause I had asked why his eyes were red) and I'm like why? he was like "I was thinking about you..." "so you didn't sleep?" "Nope, couldn't" "Were you crying? your eyes are red" "No" "Liar""I'll never tell...." "Oh come on!! I'm your girlfriend, tell me! talk to me!" "Ok, fine... yes I did... (voice goes into a whisper) I cried all night actually.. (goes back to talkin voice) You can't tell anyone though!""Can I tell Brandy?""(whines) Nooooo!" "Oh come on I'm a girl, girls talk... I'll either write about it in my journal and the whole world will know or I tell Brandy and only she knows..." he's was like "ok fine.... tell Brandy."
yeah right.....i'll tell everyone, real men cry.
i is happy!
Robert and I are off the break, or rather have been off the break since Friday. I'll admitt, the first day I was this is cool, I can pull off a week... I mean it's ONLY a week. The second day I was all " oh man.. I miss him already, this sucks :-\" THIRD DAY/; fuck it.... I missed him so much, too much I cried for I don't know what reason... but alas, I wasn't the only one. SO Friday I accepted Stewart's offer to go out to the mall and made up.... here's how it went:
I got back with him.... I didn't need a week to think about whether I loved him or not.... and the stupid shit that occurs... like his phone not working or our inability to go out etc. and I told him the truth yesterday.... I told him I thought I need a week, but I didn't and I had been confused about loving him
well, when I told him that, he got this scared/sad look on his face.... and then I told him I was afraid of getting hurt and he goes "how?" and I shrugged and then he goes "if we break up?" and I nodded and he's like " No, Never" So yeah, went out and he gave me big hugs and didn't wander off with out me... kissed me constantly etc. and he said he didn't sleep the night before last (cause I had asked why his eyes were red) and I'm like why? he was like "I was thinking about you..." "so you didn't sleep?" "Nope, couldn't" "Were you crying? your eyes are red" "No" "Liar""I'll never tell...." "Oh come on!! I'm your girlfriend, tell me! talk to me!" "Ok, fine... yes I did... (voice goes into a whisper) I cried all night actually.. (goes back to talkin voice) You can't tell anyone though!""Can I tell Brandy?""(whines) Nooooo!" "Oh come on I'm a girl, girls talk... I'll either write about it in my journal and the whole world will know or I tell Brandy and only she knows..." he's was like "ok fine.... tell Brandy."
yeah right.....i'll tell everyone, real men cry.
i is happy!