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so the final disney callback was yesterday.yes i was nervous.yes it went well. and they wanted us to sing. it was verry obvious that disney was trying to figure out what they wanted. there were 8 girls there. you heard me eight. in the beginning 500 girls auditioned. and these were girls that had already been filtered from a larger number.
i was the only black girl there.haha there was a
red headed girl
a brunette
a blonde
a girl with dark almost black hair
an asian
a hispanic girl
and a mixed girl. black and white i think
it was really cool how we all represneted something different.
um there going to send us an email by wedesday. the girl they chose and two runner ups.
i dont think ill make it because i was the only girl with braces. even though i get them off late november.
they start everything november 16.random day.
everything is changing so fast and i like it.im making different friends. im doing whats unexpected. i am unexpected. i really like ashlee murray. i swear she is the prettiest girl ever.i like all the girls and guys i met friday. i like how some of them thought i was the 'new girl'. good good.i like how they always go to shikas house and how i went and it was just fun. i like making fun of the way i used to be.always having to please everyone. i like how church makes me feel and i like the people there. i like my sisters. they are my best friends.patrick is so frustrating.i didnt realize how fake and unhappy everythng was and now that ive stepped outside of what i used to think i wanted.im just laughing.i wish i had known sooner.better late than never.
its wonderful when you can honestly look around and be ok with everything in your life. you just have to live it. so go live it.
anwaysssssss
its so surreal.because disney channel is such a big deal.
i find it hilarious that i ended up auditioning by mistake.
cross your fingers for the last time. i think :)
i was the only black girl there.haha there was a
red headed girl
a brunette
a blonde
a girl with dark almost black hair
an asian
a hispanic girl
and a mixed girl. black and white i think
it was really cool how we all represneted something different.
um there going to send us an email by wedesday. the girl they chose and two runner ups.
i dont think ill make it because i was the only girl with braces. even though i get them off late november.
they start everything november 16.random day.
everything is changing so fast and i like it.im making different friends. im doing whats unexpected. i am unexpected. i really like ashlee murray. i swear she is the prettiest girl ever.i like all the girls and guys i met friday. i like how some of them thought i was the 'new girl'. good good.i like how they always go to shikas house and how i went and it was just fun. i like making fun of the way i used to be.always having to please everyone. i like how church makes me feel and i like the people there. i like my sisters. they are my best friends.patrick is so frustrating.i didnt realize how fake and unhappy everythng was and now that ive stepped outside of what i used to think i wanted.im just laughing.i wish i had known sooner.better late than never.
its wonderful when you can honestly look around and be ok with everything in your life. you just have to live it. so go live it.
anwaysssssss
its so surreal.because disney channel is such a big deal.
i find it hilarious that i ended up auditioning by mistake.
cross your fingers for the last time. i think :)