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I know its totally underated now a days
but im totally into God
again
i rededicated my life last night at crossroads
because i didnt realize how long i had been pretending to know and love God
i guess i assumed because both of my parents were missionaries
i could get by just fine
i used to be terrified of death and not knowing whats going to happen to me
but i finally can say im ok with life and where God will lead me
im not perfect.i cant be
and
i owe an apology to anyone i have scolded the last few months
for being disrespectful to God
when i only knew him as a name
and a somewhat companion
hopefully, this time i can be real
with everyone
and with Him.
That feeling of not knowing who you are
or what you are
or why you even matter
is a reality we all go through.
but find out who you are.
and do it soon.
and maybe who you are is
exactly what God wants you to be
i talk so much
i never gave him a chance to communicate.
sometimes the best conversations
happen when you say nothing at all.