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I love this. tomorrow is soupa sophmore day. im honestly not going to say anything about whats going on. people talk enough already. honestly, i dont have a right to try and change what ever is going on. but i did feel that i should express what im feeling. thats it.im done.
anyways>>>football season makes me happy.sitting by kyle cross at lunch and screaming n his ear makes me happy. spaghetti day at lunch makes me happy. running into kirsten and making fun of spencer's voice makes me happy. and my friends every single one of them make me happy. i usually like to know things. if i dont know it doesnt hurt me but when people whisper in front of me...i get the urge to want to know. im learning now that i dont ahve to know everything and actually being ok with that. as hard as it is to say.im ok with is. today when jlkjasjsa said ' i know something you dont' i honestly didnt care. and i was amazed.i didnt care. and its time like these. when you see all your friends struggling and you're right there and you want to reach out and pull them up. but the hard thing to do is watch them fix it. it makes them stronger. im not going to lie and say that i havent been tempted to try and 'help' but right now what my friends need is to be segregated to be able to fix it for themselves. its hard. but its what needs to be done <3
now i promise..im done